Wednesday, December 28, 2005
well its still so early bt in advance '
HAPIE BIRTHDAE ELVY!!!'
luv u gerl! may ur life b filled wif warmth n joy! =)
another yr gonna past... lets recap dis past yr:
Jan- my position as captain finally filled wif obstacles wif heavy responsibilities of fulfiling wad my players wan n wad mr samad wans.. definitely nt an easy job.. ive tried to make everyone hapie bt some things cant b controlled.. bt ive tried my best n im proud of myself regardless of wad others think..
- said gt in NS... hahha.. everything was much better
Feb to MAr- juggling hockey n tarian.. pretty okae.. gt to stay slim.. haha.. k actually i dont reli remember much of wad i did suring dis times except for skool, hockey n tarian! n theres dancefest! haha.. fun tinking bt the practices all.. tinking of the steps.. all the after skool practices.. haha.. karma n n'sync..
April- hockey tournament.. rollercoaster ride for me.. proud wen we played against Vjc n dissapointment against Jjc.. haish.. im proud of my team no matter wad.. =) oh we gt gold for SYF! woohhooo!! n frenships formed in dancing gerls inc. practices till late at nite.. calling macs after our practice at kallang itself.. n oh ya.. my 1st yr anniversary =) *s.CHAPTER1.w*
May- Muaz BDAE!!!! hahaha.. wait let me bold tat '
MY BDAE!!!!!' haha.. =D end of hockey captainship.. =( haha.. many practices for upcoming events to perform tarian..
June- well.. Said's bdae! had a gd celebration.. n also.. his accident.......
July- my nenek was found to haf cancer... n oh ya manifestasi! tarian padi.. haha.. learning the dance in almost a dae n teaching the juniors.. getting weried for them.. drilling them lyk crazy.. haha.. n the end product was satisfactory.. =)
Aug- trying to cope thru life.. (till now! haha) juggle wif 3 heavy things in my mind n heart..
Sep- preparing for prelims.. hahaha.. tough time.. bt manage to sail thru it barely.. mind n heart was definitely nt in peace..
Oct- haha.. results pretty sucky.. bt im fortunate to pass 2 a's!! haha.. started to numb myself..
Nov- a's. a's. a's. well.. tried my best.. come wad may... totally numb....
Dec- the result of numbing myself too much.. struggling inside.. suddenly realise tat the hard part wasnt in the beginning bt now.. wen time passed....
stil finding werk!!! playing hockey a lot! going out wif fana, fana naj n am many2! haha.. play soccer nt forgetting! stupid smu referees n lovely jersey!!! woohhooo!
to all:
i thank u so much for making my life bearable.. im sori if ive caused u any trouble n hurt ani of u which i noe i did b4.. trust me some things are unintentional.. i swear im nt a person to hurt my frens.. i thank u again..
Wish:
- to haf gd results cos dis yr haf been so hard on me.. i juz wan results cos it'll b the lite of happiness for me.. for my future.. my blurred future.. i pray i pray..
- n to haf more strength n patience wif wadeva mor eobstacles to come my way..
- i pray tat my nenek will still b ard even though the doc saed she has a yr or so..
so b4 i go genting n come back in the new yr..
gdbye 2005.......
♥ my tales
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